So I had this thought: what if I died tomorrow?
Most people think who would go to their funerals and if they'll be remembered but not me!
I thought- have I done everything I want?
Have I had fun?
Do I keep doing new things etc?
The answer is yes to all to my relief - no regrets thank God because you don't know when it is going to be your last day!
But most importantly I asked myself: have I blurred out everything to everyone?
People usually either don't say things to be liked. or not hurt people or do say things just to hurt people without meaning them.
Since I lost a friend last May never getting a chance to say I love you before she died I made a promise to myself: Never keep things bottled up - be honest. Of course there is a way to say things!
You don't want to go around saying to people: ha ha look at you today aren't you a mess or God I have had better in private moments! I don't think it will be appreciated and in the end you will be disliked!
I must say since last May I had gone from being this really polite person to someone who just couldn't keep silent! It became quite irritating to others I think haha.
Still I don't regret it - it is nice not keeping stuff and actually not care :)
I would tell people who I only met twice they are wasted for example even though they were - they wouldn't take it well. It is so strange how people would get offended by hearing the truth instead of getting offended by their behaviour!
Nutters!
Most people think who would go to their funerals and if they'll be remembered but not me!
I thought- have I done everything I want?
Have I had fun?
Do I keep doing new things etc?
The answer is yes to all to my relief - no regrets thank God because you don't know when it is going to be your last day!
But most importantly I asked myself: have I blurred out everything to everyone?
People usually either don't say things to be liked. or not hurt people or do say things just to hurt people without meaning them.
Since I lost a friend last May never getting a chance to say I love you before she died I made a promise to myself: Never keep things bottled up - be honest. Of course there is a way to say things!
You don't want to go around saying to people: ha ha look at you today aren't you a mess or God I have had better in private moments! I don't think it will be appreciated and in the end you will be disliked!
I must say since last May I had gone from being this really polite person to someone who just couldn't keep silent! It became quite irritating to others I think haha.
Still I don't regret it - it is nice not keeping stuff and actually not care :)
I would tell people who I only met twice they are wasted for example even though they were - they wouldn't take it well. It is so strange how people would get offended by hearing the truth instead of getting offended by their behaviour!
Nutters!
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